Hello Alice, I see that you are looking for an alternative method to deal with your current anxiety and depression. Patients like yourself who suffer from terminal diseases, such as cancer, often times have a difficult time coping with the idea of death. Your thoughts associated with your impending death are most likely the cause of your depression and anxiety. Unfortunately, in your case, the usual methods to treat anxiety and depression -- counseling, and selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors -- were inadequate and did not work quickly enough to reduce your symptoms. Recently you have asked me to look into some untraditional medical methods to help you out.